My First Post

            Well. This is it. I am finally starting my diary online, because I want other people to read it and understand the mind of a angst filled teenager.
            I figure I should give you a picture of who I am, even though I won't give you a literal picture, as I wish to remain anonymous. I'm a 16 year old girl. I like to think I'm smart, and the thing is, I actually used to be smart. Like, up until 8th grade people used to call me a genius and teachers thought I had so much potential. Then I fucked myself up. About a year ago, my desire to do good in school and have a good work ethic just flat disappeared. I had no will to do anything, and it showed in my grades. I ended up making a C for one semester of math, which anybody that wants to go to a badass school knows that ruins your chances. Anyways, I'm trying to fix it now, but there isn't much I can do.
            I have a severe problem with doing before thinking. I have kleptomaniac tendencies that usually get me in situations that are not desirable, including one I'm in right now involving a library book. I don't know what to do about myself, and I also don't know what to do about the librarian threatening to tear me apart.
            I can't seem to have normal crushes or relationships. In fact, I've never had a relationship. The last romantic instance I had, I hooked up with my friends older brother in their game room, although I didn't have sex with him... Technically, he was so much older than me that it would have been illegal. Not that I care. One time I had a short lived crush on my pregnant friends baby daddy. Nothing happened there, we both just quit talking to each other.
            So yeah, those were just a bunch of boring facts about myself that I felt like telling you guys. I'll get to the more current problems next time I post.